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| SO it's true, they are going to divorce afterall and jingga will be sold to whoever that is lucky enough to pass by the door and discover how low the price its gonna be. Once you lose it, you will never get it back again.
Who has ever thought of really becoming so independent, to have you plan for your own future? To know that in less than a year all you will have would be enough money for you to complete the course and after which, you will be on your own. You wouldn't even have a home to go back, knowing that there wouldn't be a full family behind you for support. Seriously, when did I ever have that anyway? How about your mother tell you to stay in hotel for a month if you happen to end up in Singapore and she will be more than happy to pay for you. It's not ridiculus. It's pathetic.
S$50,000. If you have that sum of money with you at the end of next year, what do you think you can do with it? Business? Use that to pay for your own school fee? Or just get some stupid bank interest? And that's all you will get for the time being till "further notice".
What's really going through in their heads? who is to blame? who is the master mind in plotting all this? They each have their own stories and principles to sure, I am like a soldier trapped inbetween two countries' war.
You know how much you have, but not the whole family. You know how much can be spent, but not the whole family. You are in control, we are just your pons, 3, 4 million doesn't scratch you at all.
You know what you're doing, you don't know the economy, you are gonna lose big, and you are not thinking long term. This solution of yours will not last long if you don't start doing something to profit.
So you have 32 - 4 = 28 properties altogether. How much longer can you supply me with what I need? All I need is school fee, cause this is how OUR family functions. There's no love, no truth, no trust and honesty. The term Parents has become meaningless in my vocab, they have become the money printer, no longer a safety net. You think I am outta my mind? Who then really know how its like to grow up alone and to see your parent turn into the "things" they have become?
Well, cherish very happy moments of your time with your family, especially when all members are together, casue you never know what's going to happen next.
Mine is a goner. | | |
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There's so much thoughts I want to throw out but I have no idea what to deposit first...
Well, my mum used to tell me that university is actually the best time of your life and the people you get to know would be the ones you get most help from in the future, don't you think so?
Unfortunately, this "good time" only last for an average of four years, after that we will all be on our separate ways.
Like many have experienced, people drop out every now and then from your life and it's just not a surprise anymore, maybe still for some, you just gonna accept it as a fact, a growing up fact.
On to a more practical side, no matter what happens, keep their contacts. Why? Coz you'll never know what they'll become in the near future and when you'll need their professions. Especially in the business world, contact is a priority, without contacts means no business.
So what's with growing up? Well, how do we even measure how mature or how much we've grown up since a certain period in ones life? Think about it, isn't all back to Einstein? The greatest "realisation" he made in the 20th century about "relativity". Everything is relative, and that's basically how we make judgements. My points is, besides comparing, it actually rely upon how much one experienced and reflects upon ones own actions, the cause and effect. If one adventure without some sense and logic then it'll be a complete waste of time.
This learning process takes time, takes chance and definately not something one can force out of themselves. I must say it intrigues me to peak at what others left behind as they grow and get indulged in the epitomes I can never have. | | |
| STACIE ORRICO LYRICS
"(There's Gotta Be) More To Life"
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
[repeat chorus]
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
[repeat chorus x2]
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| Hmm.. talk about bond linking... I was just talking about long lost bonds and surprise surprise~ I met jean wen in safeway just now after so so so long.
Well, who thinks guys should be donminating in a relationship? or should be the decisive one? One that the girl can look up to, respect, listen and know that whatever he says is right and most important of all, love him with everything, even to throw away her own dignity.
You may think that sounds stupid but that really happened to me before and I was totally lost and didn't know how I should respond coz I was just so shocked to see someone in that state. It's exetremely pitiful and melts iron heart.
What about girls out there who are capable of acomplishing almost every task that man can do and who are emotionally independent? Do you think there will be a soft side to them? Will they wake up one morning and just feel like throwing themselves into someone's arms?
What about a guy that is soft/gentle, that doesn't make a girl feel dominated? What kinda girl should he go after? Or rather, what kinda girl will appreciate him more? A soft, lovable girl who cares about her little kitten and a puppy at home or a strong woman with six packs and goes for woman hunt in tiny bikinis?
Will the strong woman be ablt to take care of others and always in command or will she need some naggings too?
That's that....
i think for those who are graduating at the end of next year please learn to sing the song by vitamin C - graduation so that we can all sing together. damn cool eh? make sure you learn.
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| "Friends will always keep their door open but not boy/girlfriends."
To all people out there, this is my phrase of the day.
To be true, I had the most wonderful day today so far this year. The feeling of freedom, the feeling of craziness, the feeling of having no burden in me and enjoy freely. Of coz, best of all is the silent surprise all of you gave me tonight.
You guys just have no idea what tonight had turned into for me.
First of all, there were 11 of us out for dinner at Soul Mama. Shing Fuh, Gentry, Joanne, Chin Anh, Wing yan, Yee Ann, Aaron, Liz, Wei Nian, Michelle and myself. I have to apologise to geoh peng and jing wen for not inviting them along. Like what I told Geoh Peng once upon a time that friendship, especially in a very big group, will be like a large atom losing its electrons, you can never keep your bonds tight and together for long. During that time I remember she was quite sad to hear this from me but I have to admit through this two years of separation, we really dont feel that close anymore or at all. Don't this make you think of the future? what about in another two years time when we have all graduated, will we drift apart too?
Anyway, it's obvious that Jaclyn wasn't there for a reason. Some might think that she's tired from her experiment and some might say that she's not well, the truth is what you guys might have heard, there's a quarrel.
It didn't drag too long nor it killed my mood to enjoy the night but the sight of three couples aint that easy to make me resist the temptation of feeling weird and a little depressed. Luckily I have ShingFuh and Gentry as my first defense, and obviously they did a good job, so is everyone else!!!! I must say it's really hard to hear and follow what they told me to do at first, like trying to get her to go again and stuff but things just don't work out that way, do they?
You know, its always good to get close to each other again and see how much each of them care for you. I must say I feel like the main actor of tonight's show and Chin Anh and Wing Yan somehow really read my thoughts completely. I was quite shocked to see those presents at first, ( A shirt from INDUSTRY [expensive stuff] and a Tiramisu cake.[well, no one told them I'm trying to lose weight].) Anyway, this afternoon when I went pass Myer bakery section, I was just thinking maybe I should buy a cake to the gathering like a coffee chocolate, a tiramisu or a green tea cake from crown, and there it was, a cake from my thoughts. Isn't it just wonderful to have friends who cares?
Althought I see both yee ann and wing yan + Chin Anh most of the days in school, I have never felt so 'high' around them before. There's really some magic tonight (Shh.. God, I know it's you...NO No.. it must be You). It's always good to have a gathering every now and then to draw everyone back to the circle, the circle of bonds, you know, don't draft too far away.
Back to dinner, well, I must say soul mama isn't my first choice of venue for tonight at all. After writing this paragraph things might get a little awakward but anyhow I will just write them down. It was chosen cos its ... affordable. =p My first choice was actually a restaurant at port melbourne but it will cost around three times the amount for today, so to cut it short, I feel guilty for organising this dinner in sucha a 'cheap' way.
Well, if only girls and guys can have a better way of comunicating, then things will work out better. If we are able to minus the faults of the past, add our responsibilities together then divide them equally, root our dignity and mutiply our maturity and understanding together, we will all be happy couples. Therefore, what is lost should be gained again.
Sigh... back to neuroscience again.....mid sem on coming tuesday....
Last but not least,
HUGS~!#%^&
Thanks guys! Cant express how much I enjoyed tonight and enjoyed all your company. | | |
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